May 9, 2011

our angel


Twenty-one years ago today, a little boy came into the world too soon.

After laboring through the night, as dawn broke and the baby was born, he was immediately rushed to the Neonatal Intensive Unit, where doctors and nurses worked to stabilize him.



the baby was named Luke, and though he only weighed 1 pound, 14 ounces, he seemed strong, and everyone expected the best.




his father spent endless hours in the hospital, sitting next to the bed of his firstborn son by night, while the baby's mother sat with him by day. Their three little girls were too young to visit, and it was a difficult time, going back and forth between hospital and home.

Day by day, the time passed...and the baby fought to survive. Things looked hopeful, until the baby's one week birthday. He took a turn for the worse.

And they had to say goodbye to their little boy.

The couple held their baby for the first time as he died.


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I was born one year later.

I never got to hold my brother Luke, never got to see what color his eyes were, never got to hear his voice.


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We will never know why Luke was taken from us. But we will never stop loving him.

Happy Birthday Luke

May 7, 2011

May 6, 2011

track meet moments...

getting a seat


waiting for the bus to leave...







trying to tune out everyone talking so loudly...


drinking so much I feel like a fish



taking random pictures to try to distract myself...





finally getting there...



teammates warm up...



and the stress of the races...that I didn't get pictures of.

just imagine it...


and it's over.


drive home in Dad's black car. A good way to end.

May 5, 2011

courage...



...is the power to let go of the familiar.
-Raymond Lindquist


May 1, 2011

day-ly randomness


tonight you should be prepared for some of the most random, boring pictures ever...

if you've read about me, then you should understand my infatuation with small things. It's pretty much all I have to post about these days...so do resign yourself to it.




watching Tangled wasn't how we started the day out, but it's definitely a good way to start the post...


he loved Maximus


new favorite kid movie...seriously, so adorable.






and.....boring library books




...apparently, they're less boring when read upside down.



homemade pineapple muffin. I know. Yummy.



something about random things being small that makes them so cute...




so much of this going on lately...i have no idea how guys understand what to do with a mess of car parts...



i told you this would be random...



yes, we were rollerblading. yes, I'm super slow at it.



her high and mighty-ness...



someone's coins



icy smoothie equals yummy snack



rings



so much of this going on lately, too...I have no idea how girls understand what to do with a mess of fabric scraps.


the queen hideth


a gift from a certain thirteen-year old...so precious.
Who gets brothers like this???